Are there words to describe that feeling?

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21 on the 21st

So bloggie universe, I type yet again! It lives, it liiivvess!! That’s an occasion to celebrate, here try some of this delicious apple cider ale from moose’s tooth. My favorite brew so far and a little present to myself for the coming of age party I had recently. Yes, I just turned 21 years of age. It’s sort of exciting that now I am legally allowed into bars and such. Being a smaller city, there are no real underage hotspots to go clubbing or just plain dancing at. It was nerve wracking as I asked for my first drink, I felt like the bartender was sort of jerking me around (NOT off) because I was so new to the scene. Being a gay bar, there was the obligatory karaoke night with a tribute to some pop star diva, I can’t really remember who now, I might have been too drunk by then to remember. I embarrassingly took part in some singing action, choosing “Ima slave 4 u” by Miss Spears. I was nervous, yet elated, and most importantly inebriated resulting in the inability to sing ANY of the lyrics properly save the “Ima slave for u” part… Besides the karaoke, and some car problems on the way to the bar, the rest of the night was not very exciting. Mind you this was also a Tuesday night, the gays weren’t out to play.

Well enough about me, what’s been new with you my dear reader? Any birthday fun on your end? How about some sex? PLEASE tell me that at least you are getting some!? No? Well, you are amongst company. Yep, dry as a bone over here, but I am looking (and not for a random hookup). There are plenty of cute guys at my work place, especially the newer hires.

So much for an amazing entry, I was hoping this one was going to be awesome, but alas I am too tired to go on. Good night! I’ll write soon

_Boa noite

_Kris

Allons enfants de la Patrie....

Good LORDY!! It's been flipping 361 DAYS since I last posted! Praise baby Jesus I've made it this far (everyday is a gift)! And only 9 Days until my 21st birthday. Well anyways, I'm hoping to keep up with this blogging thing more often, an empty promise I'm sure, but I will try to write/type when I remember.

So let's be honest with each other here, I remembered about this blog a couple days ago during my lunch break at work after accidentally ordering my food in spanish (oops). I was like in my mind saying "hey I should share this on Fuckbook(Facebook, which I did) and maybe on a blog, Oh heyy I have a blog!".

It kinda was an "accident" that I spoke in español, like it was one of those things where you want it to seem accidental and you make this elaborate plan to pull it off, but when the time comes, you fumble... Yeah, I really wanted to speak spanish that day with someone, but I was worried about my lack of practice and vocabulary (It's been 4 years since I took a class in High School [I don't speak spanish often or ever really, but I still remember quite a bit. Also I loove learning knew things especially languages]). I made it through alright, The guy didn't bite off and chew on my head, He actually seemed pretty cool about it. He was like "yeah you can talk in spanish". AWESOME! So foreign language speaking compulsion abated... for now...

Well, there it is. That's all I really had to say for now, I guess. If you are curious, I'm studying French in college, & Portuguese and Dutch in my spare time (between working , sleeping, jerking off to pictures of hot brazilian men [yum], etc) And that English is my second language AND that I forgot how to communicate in my first language as a child. Crazy eh?

So what about you, precious reader (they're scarce in these parts)? What have you been ignoring/forgetting for almost a year? What languages do you speak? Do you go to school? All fun questions I want answers to, so chop-chop, get to it!

Com carinho, Kris

Take it easy, it's my first time

Seriously, this is the first time I have ever blogged. It sort of comes as a disclaimer, I'm not sure what direction this is going to take, what I would want to do with this. I will, however, still try. So you, my soon to be faithful readers, will become witness to the deflowering of my blogged life. How does it feel to have helped take someones (blog) virginity?? pervs...

I am just messing around, none of you are perverted for looking at my blog, why in fact I would rather be insulted if no one did, with my confidence being utterly shattered and self consciousness shooting through the ceiling.

So, the juicy details about me I am willing to reveal, I am 6'4'' , live in Vermont, love to party hung like a horse and looking for a good time–wait, that's not me... I am not in fact 6'4'' nor do I live IN Vermont, I don' t particularly enjoy partying, and I am not hung like a horse, maybe...

The real details, folks, will come out in time, but while I am at it I might as well come out myself. I am Gay. Really Gay. Really, I am. I am sort of in the closet, but not out here in the blogosphere. If you already haven't noticed I am the real perv here. My blogs, I am sure of it, will undeniably take a turn (if not several) towards sex. This is your ONLY warning. Other than that, I think this first blog is pretty much done. If you're still reading, I thank you graciously for sticking to it. I'm sure they will get more interesting as time progresses, for now, I am ready for bed!!

At any rate. I call myself Kris. It is a pleasure to have met you.